i understand but with some practice you'll come with awesome ideas , look at my art i left the draw 3years ago but when i started this year i recovered my lost talent XD, not everything will come out perfectly , that's why there's the errors: to keep improving and i think you will improve :3
I wish I could draw. Maybe I should work on that.
However, for the art that I post and have commissioned, I merely come up with the idea and subjects, and then pay someone else to draw it.